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Real Bad -  September 06th, 2012

9/6/2012

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I was just visiting my myspace and stummbled across a blog post I wrote back in 2006 sometime. 
It's titled 


REAL BAD

I screwed up real bad,
Can't get over this feeling of being sad.
Memories of my mistakes,
Causing pain and heart ache.
Messing up my brain,
Driving me insane.
Situations of the past,
They come back way to fast.
I hide behind a mask.
Getting High


Bill collector calls.
Drink more alcohol.
Dreams escape.
I'm just an ape.
Await the date they return.
I sit and yearn.
Everybody says be stern.
I just want to burn.

Cry my eyes dry,
No, meaning to live.
Looking for the perfect guy.
It's all relative.
Can't be shy.


I screwed up real bad,

Can't get over this feeling of being sad.
Memories of my mistakes,
Causing pain and heart ache.
Messing up my brain,
Driving me insane.
Situations of the past,
They come back way to fast.
I hide behind a mask.
Getting High

Life is a drag.
Lies to those you love.
No more going around to brag.
All push and shove.
Hear my cries for help.
Push them away.
No money for kelp.

I screwed up real bad,

Can't get over this feeling of being sad.
Memories of my mistakes,
Causing pain and heart ache.
Messing up my brain,
Driving me insane.
Situations of the past,
They come back way to fast.
I hide behind a mask.
Getting High

Ideas of many.
Twisted up inside.
Not a dime or a penny.
Just my fucked up memories.

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      • Maypole >
        • Maypole: Tiamaught & the Astronauts >
          • Maypole: Glorious Doom >
            • Meat Hook and The Vital Organs: Horns of The Devil
      • Nina Rahman
      • One Struggle
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        • Blue To Grey
        • Consume
        • Devil's Face
      • Pot Bag Search Party
    • Events >
      • Battle of The Bands >
        • Casey Castille & The Delphi Demons
        • The Dramantics
        • Elephant Listening Project
        • Everyone is Dirty
        • Funeral Kings
        • Super Natural
        • The Night Falls
        • The Sunset Warriors
        • Tokyo Raid
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        • The Evil Hand
        • Ministers Lament
        • Tituba's Tale
      • Life Is Living Festival >
        • Ama Evolution
      • New Wave Tribute Band Night >
        • Japanese Baby
        • Madam & the Ants
        • Spellbound
      • Da Beast
    • Commercial >
      • Dao Moving Meditations
    • Series >
      • Blazin' in the Sun: feat. Chris Lee
      • Broken Skateboards >
        • Videos >
          • Jessie
    • Short Films >
      • Amiable Amber
      • Clean Cycle
      • Keyless
      • Mind Confussion >
        • Director's Cut
        • Editor's Cut
      • Moments of Pain
      • Purple Cain
      • The Abduction of Mr. Pickle
      • The Great Highway Massacre
      • Trippy’s Cop Glob
      • Vegas Dam Canyon
    • Commissioned >
      • Richard Montes: Football Demonstration
    • Make-Up
  • Photography
    • Abstracts
    • Architecture
    • Commercial >
      • Bands
      • Business Portraits
      • Corporate Events
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        • Businesses >
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          • Gym 445
        • Modeling
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          • Magic Wands
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      • Personalities of Flowers
      • The Sidewalk
      • Water Streaks
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      • Solar Eclipse
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