I was just visiting my myspace and stummbled across a blog post I wrote back in 2006 sometime. 
It's titled 


REAL BAD

I screwed up real bad,
Can't get over this feeling of being sad.
Memories of my mistakes,
Causing pain and heart ache.
Messing up my brain,
Driving me insane.
Situations of the past,
They come back way to fast.
I hide behind a mask.
Getting High

Bill collector calls.
Drink more alcohol.
Dreams escape.
I'm just an ape.
Await the date they return.
I sit and yearn.
Everybody says be stern.
I just want to burn.

Cry my eyes dry,
No, meaning to live.
Looking for the perfect guy.
It's all relative.
Can't be shy.


I screwed up real bad,

Can't get over this feeling of being sad.
Memories of my mistakes,
Causing pain and heart ache.
Messing up my brain,
Driving me insane.
Situations of the past,
They come back way to fast.
I hide behind a mask.
Getting High

Life is a drag.
Lies to those you love.
No more going around to brag.
All push and shove.
Hear my cries for help.
Push them away.
No money for kelp.

I screwed up real bad,
Can't get over this feeling of being sad.
Memories of my mistakes,
Causing pain and heart ache.
Messing up my brain,
Driving me insane.
Situations of the past,
They come back way to fast.
I hide behind a mask.
Getting High

Ideas of many.
Twisted up inside.
Not a dime or a penny.
Just my fucked up memories.